Farewell 2013 and you

Yes everything has changed. Honestly I hate it bcs I tried to work things out but I failed. It was just soooo hard. People come and goes, stories come and go, time passes and you know memories. I cant believe Im still feeling the same way. But who am I to complain with what has happened. Allah knows whats best for me. Only He knows everything.

So now what can I do? 

Okay I dont wanna rush things and I so wanna take things very slowly. Well, thank you so much Zaf bcs you've taught me lessons and Ill be grateful for that. Helped me to find someone who I deserved. I pray may you always happy with ur choice and dont you ever come back and ask for a get back for the 4th time.

For a year it has been a lot of ups and downs. Im going to miss a lot here but I guess its time to grow up. And now Im feeling at peace for the first time in a long time. Changes are coming in 2014 and Im ready to take care of myself.

- AN

Its final everyone!

Its been a long time.

October - Right there're several things that happened in my life whether good and bad, all Ive gone through it. So far alhamdulillah, life is goood. I guess this semester is too challenging and test myself. Exams, Muet, Results, PBS, Thesis! Yes thesis banyak kali kena reject. Sumpah paling penat and stress. But despite all this problems pun, I still feeling blessed. Oh mann I have 16 days till I graduate and now pun final exams nak dekat peww its like it was only I took my last final exam today, that I appreciate the fact that Im finally here. Its been a long long year okay. And seeing those super junior entering class brings back memories of my first few days here. Huhu

So Im wishing the best of luck to all candidates yang ambil exams akan datang. Thanks jugak to all my friends yang banyak bagi semangat hehehe Im so overwhelmed by the love and support coming my way. Thank you so much bcs my little brain is trying so hard to get 4.0 this semester. So much study time.

Very excited for a relaxing holiday for 10 months. Weee! Habis exams then trip to Singapore and Krabi with friends. Family vacation, then kerja part time and bla bla bla (Maybe). Omg kennot wait for that. So here's the deal, I need to study hard for my end of exams. I swear nothing ever comes easy to me. So okay lah wish me luck semua. Inshaa Allah, dengan usaha dan izinNya kita semua boleh berjaya. Thank you tremendously!

- AN.

Ramadhan al mubarak

Assalamualaikum people,

Alhamdulillah day 7 - I see people cussing people for being good in Ramadhan but "bad" the rest of the year, what is your point? At least they are trying. And at least Im trying to be a better muslimah tho. Because Allah swt gives us a chance to redeem ourselves, also opportunities to become a better person. So, salam ramadhan al-Mubarak I wish to all muslims all around the world. May Allah bless us in this holy month of ramadhan.

Wassalam.

- AN.

Nothing but the truth

''There are two types of waiting. There's the waiting you do for something you know is coming, sooner or later. Like waiting for the 6.28 train, or the school bus or party where the certain handsome boy might be. And then theres the waiting for something you dont know is coming. You dont know what it is exactly, but you're hoping for it. You are imagining and living your life for it.''

* Indeed. Thats the kind of waiting that makes a fist in your heart.

- AN.

Quotes of the day

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Dont go for looks, they can deceive. Dont go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people dont necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.             

- Unknown

*Guess I should have tumblr.

- AN.

Rindu

"Rinduku adalah rindumu, sampai nanti"

Abah, Mama I miss you so much.
Even when we are staying at the same roof.
Still I miss you both.

- AN

AN random #1

Some of the conversation between me and Pore (Farhan). Such a deep quotes from the bottom of the heart.

 "A rainbow soon to go away. Like lightning, its there for only a flash, it doesnt stay. #ThisWorld"

@asyqnnabihah the differences between rainbow and lightning, rainbow stays bit longer. It indicates you to appreciate good moments.

— Princé of Malaysia @FarhanJaidir

- AN. 

Sila Jadi Rajin!

How time fliess oh my.

Could only expect the best in this month and hopefully everything goes smoothly and simplified. Well whatever it is, do more and expect less. But ahh seriously masa ni memang melampau lah sikit pun taknak tunggu kita. I hope that I can keep the momentum in my study and okay ayat bajet and apa pun I have to congratulate myself with what Ive achieved today but! But only for the being time. Bcs its temporary and tak kekal pun k sigh sigh. Apa pun kena steady and tak boleh nak stress stress sangat. Watlek watpeace ~ lah sangat kan.

My heart says:

1. I really need to complete my PA before 10 April. 

2. Edit edit final project, finish it and hantar on 12 April. 

3. No more wasting time.

4. No more pending on my works like I always drafting all my blog entries.

5. Ada banyak lagi malas nak type.

Alright. So yeap my final exams for semester 2 is in May. I would like to take this opportunity to wish good luck to all my friends tak kiralah from where diorang study and yg akan ambil exams kat tempat masing-masing. So all the best hehe.

Ratibillah said - If you dont want to do it for yourself, do it for the one you love. So i choose both. 

- AN.

Unexpected Result

"Congratulations Syiqin" 

Mesej ni paling bermakna sekali. Terima kasih pn. Aminahton. I dont need to repeat the paper and just focus entirely on the final exam for my second semester. 

Actually this was an unexpected result for my sem 1. I memang target PP akan fail but then Allah Maha Besar so I pass all subjects and paling happy sekali when Pn. Aminahton told me that I was the highest one. 4flat??? Apa pun Im so grateful for this sem.

Amer, Afiq, Hakim, Intan, Jamaliah, Yusra, Mia, Fatin. These my mates can score all the subjects time dalam class and exams. Kalau nak ikutkan I never beat them. But siapa sangka kan. So yeah Im so happyy syukur alhamdulillah! Congratulations to all my friends tho and goodluck for this upcoming exams everyone.

- AN.