AN random #6

So I have been in the situations where I stuck between "is it me" or "is it you" I dont wanna talk more about what is actually happens because weh come on we’re already 23!! Its so ashamed. Just to say that, it is actually so funny how certain people complains this and that, but at the end it reflects back to them for what they say.

Indeed, sometimes people dont realize how much they hurt others, or is it that some just simply dont care?

Whatever it is, I want my old life back then.

- AN.

Sem 5 is going to be okay

Currently having a time to type an entry. Im feeling super duper tired right now as I am now living in a new lifestyle.

I have always wondering how this sem is going to be. Is it okay or..? Well, just so you know, Im no longer stay in college as last semesters so I easily got tired than usual since Ive no experience stayin outside. But Ive made an application to stay in the college and still waiting for the good news. I hope it will gonna be okay eventho I know something will likely happen during this semester.

So far living at Taman Kelisa is good. I like the house because its big and comfortable. Its like any other rumah taman. Thus, the most important thing is, it is so easier for me to find a foods that offers delivery till infront of my gate house and the food is way cheaper rather than in college.

For me, I honestly prefer living in college because its so easier for me to go everywhere that I want, do what I want and easy for AA to take me at the bus stop when we wanna hang out. And I loveeee to go to the library. Honestly speaking yes I love library since forever (you dont know dont judge because I know myself very well lol) when Im here. I preferable study and do my work at the library. I dont know why. Or perhaps because I can study with AA?

- AN.

Kerja senang

Now ni I masih dalam cuti sem. As usual lebih suka duduk rumah daripada keluar sebab I tahu, if I keluar mesti duit pun akan keluar malah lebih laju keluar dari I. Tapi duduk rumah pun bukan sebarang duduk, Wajiblah bagi mama supaya I jalankan tugas and tanggungjawab as anak perempuan. Faham-faham jela kan I think its like Im working full time job at home without salary. But its okay I enjoyed it.

Well thats not the main point actually. Berbalik pada tajuk entry tu, kerja apa yang senang and mudah bagi korang?

Nak kerja senang, mudah and santai. So Ive heard some people said "Kan best if duduk rumah tapi dapat duit and duit masuk je" Yea sometimes we have to be extra careful in every words we say. Its not what we actually think. Cuba fikir tentang apa yang Allah akan bagi sebab setiap patah kata kita tu adalah doa you know. Maybe you fikir duduk rumah relax-relax duit masuk je. Meh I nak cerita sikit, I ada baca dulu pun ada orang dia selalu cakap macam ni tapi last-last dia sakit or accident if Im not mistaken so she cant go to work.She were not able to do anything except baring je. Then rakan-rakan dia pun datang melawat and bagi duit. Setiap orang yang datang melawat tu akan bagi duit dekat dia. So yea thats the moral value.

Yea yea I know cuti sem ni pun I tak kerja pun macam budak-budak lain yang sibuk kerja cari duit. Before this pun, I ada cakap dekat mama I nak pergi cari kerja then she said takpayah la duduk rumah je lebih-lebih time sem lepas bulan puasa. Then I pun duduk rumah je in fact I happy gila actually sebab dapat duduk rumah. But please ya I never asked my parents for a money. Ive my own money. In fact, I stil can go shopping and buy anything that I want and when I balik uni pun I tak pernah tak ada duit untuk beli makan or whatsoever.

Oh yea disamping duduk rumah I ada juga buat business online which is selling my preloved and my "other business" which Ive to keep it private, for now. But Alhamdulillah jadi la kan masuk juga RM20 up to RM50 above sehari dari tak ada sebab jual preloved je . Siapa nak bagi kan even RM10 pun masuk dalam account huhu.

So okay la, tak ada benda mudah and kerja yang senang. Gotta work my ass off!

- AN.

Whats up 2017

Assalamualaikum people,

Welcome to the new year of 2017. A Rooster year.

New year, new me perhaps?

I am about to go to another level or is it means that I am already in another level?

Who knows that everything is going to changed?

I already feeling the changes but not the changes in me, yet?

Along with all the new hopes and promises that the new year would bring Hope it also brings us a lot more opportunities to work together. May the New Year give me the strength to face the challenges of life and courage to adjust the sail so as to take every situation to my stride.

Happy success year!

- AN