Thank you 2018

2018 was almost perfect but what is more perfect in this world kan. For me things were too good to be true that sometimes I had to pinch myself this year but I didnt have bcs the bumps that I had to go through and still going through at the end of the year got me back to the ground. Despite the hardships, heartaches, headaches, theres still so much to be thankful for. Im so thankful for all the things, opportunities and Im so overwhelmed with what Allah has blessed me and with that, I still consider myself so lucky.

Thanks to all who have been present in my life. I really appreciated everyone of you, no one is excluded. Because of you guys, Ive learnt alot about something new in my every single day.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah

Already received a good news for 2019. In shaa Allah will share it here.

Happy new year everyone!

- AN.

Happy Birthday AA!

I dont talk much about AA, but you should know a little bit about him. One of my closest best boyfriend over more than 4 years.

He is the best thing ever happened to me in last 4 years. He loves me even when Im terrible. Its easy to love someone when they're doing well aite? Its easy when theres nothing but happiness and good vibes. The real challenge comes when everything is crap and he's the one.

He never make me uncomfortable. I think about most of my friends realized that they've made me feel weird at some point in our friendship. Whether its from an awkward silence or an off-colour remark, Ive felt unsure about them but not him tho. Seriously we can go for long stretches of time without talking and it wont damage our relationship, we always pick up where we left off. Surfaces changes mean nothing to us.

He make me feel less alone in this world. Its amazing how many people can betray or fail to understand the words that are coming out of his mouth. Its bcs he's very straightforward when he speaks. But when I see him, its a burst of reassurance that Im not the only who looks at the world this way.

Turning 5 years of our relationship next year. Even we rarely see each other often as before, he remains the closest person to me bcs he has the special place in my heart.

Happy birthday AA. May Allah bless you always.

I love you.

- AN.

Sabah trip with friends

It was a very last minutes plan when we decided to follow our friend Arlyn fly back to her hometown at Labuan. Syida, Intan and me wanted to go to Sabah which is Kota Kinabalu at the early semester 8. Just a random borak kosong at kedai Thai sambil makan-makan. After that we all forgot about the plan bcs classes, assignments, presentations, seminars, forums and FYP has started.

Initially I was the one who actually plan to go to Sabah and what could be better than going there when I have a Sabahan friends right!! Roy, Jul, Marnie and Arlyn. Sadly AA didnt come with us to Sabah. So Ive no one to take a photo for me since everyone busy with their spouses. Lol jokes. I mean AA knows how to take my photo perfectly so I was a bit frustrated he didnt come along huh.

We went for a 5 days 4 nights trip to Sabah. We arrived at Labuan first on 9/12/2018 and Azmal took us taking a walk around the Labuan. We bought lots of chocolates at one of those stores there. Its way cheaper and my fav choc of course la Daim so I bought 3 packs of Daim.

Then the next day on 10/12/2018, from Labuan we went to KK by ferry and bus. As we arrived at KK, Marnie our friend took us and went straight to the mosque and we solat together. Prior to this, Marnie is actually our classmates. She has stopped studying during the 3rd sem. Maigad look at her now, she's success in her own way, driving her Toyota Wish and I was like omggg Marnie kitorang baru habis study kott. She's so pretty btw. Then malam, Roy and Jul came all the way from their houses nearby and we makan together. Then we went to the Philippine Market and bought a lil souvenir and local snacks. I called my mom and she told me to buy kuih cincin, amplang and ikan masin maigadd. I also bought a bangles for mama and myself. Ahh its so pretayy bcs I cant afford to buy a Pandora yet so I bought that and still looks so pretty when Im wearing it. Haha ~ And oh ya thanks to Arlyn for helping me bargain the price in tagalog with the seller. Sige na po (boleh laa)

Next on 11/12/2018, we woke up as early as 5.30 in the morning to get ready for the trip to Kundasang. After bout 2 hours we arrived at our first destination which is the Desa Dairy Farm. Omg the weather was rather nice and cool so we were able to enjoy the beautiful scenery which is also known as the little New Zealand. Everyone knows that anyway. Malam, we went to jalan and makan again.

Our last day in KK was on 12/12/2018. Marnie brought us to Imago for brunch and sent us off to the bus station as we had to go back to Labuan. Then as usual we took a bus and ferry to Labuan. It was a very long journey from Labuan to KK, KK to Labuan.

On 13/12/2018 was literally our last day in Sabah. Nothing much to do. We woke up at 6.00 am and went straight to Labuan airport for our flight back to KL. I was immensely happy to get to met them back after a week didnt see each other bcs we've just finished our study.

Thank God for good friends and considerate pals for taking care of each other, accommodating each other and for every other instances that occur along the trip. To Aryln's family, thank you for the good hospitality and gave us all to sleep at your home. In Shaa Allah, we'll meet again someday.

Roy, Jul, Arlyn, Intan, Syida, Marnie, Ira. 

I love you guys!

- AN.

My amazing friend

You're an amazing friend. Im sorry things arent working out the way you’ve hoped. Im glad I got this wonderful opportunity to get to know you. I hope your day gets better, truly someone as great and kind as you doesnt deserve to feel the harsh way of the world.

And just so you know, one of my prayers for you has been answered. I pray that you will meet someone who will love you more than you love yourself. And now Alhamdulillah I just found out and glad to know you've got someone alongside you. Im pretty sure you’re happy with your current life right now. May you always be happy and successful dunia and akhirat in shaa Allah.

I have known you once before and I never regret knowing you. You're an amazing friend for me even just for a moment!

- AN.

FYP Thesis approved

Alhamdulillah,

Finally after months and months of hard work, Im finally done with my Bachelor thesis.

And todayyy my thesis has been signed and approved by my supervisor Pn Hamidah from research unit, my panelists Pn Zurairah, Pn Maryam, Pn Hazanah and the college dean so this means that my grade will be release so now I can get my degree. Oh yaa that moment when Dr Ning also congratulate me, it was so lovely and overwhelmed. Awww.

So, I can now live a normal life again. Well I guess nope. Its time for job hunting but err?

...

Alhamdulillah thank you Allah.

*Guess I will miss the moment where my life been so busy and difficult to interpret the busyness. Sigh

- AN.

AN Random #7

Today is one of those days that I cried so much. Havent cry alots for a while time but tonight is just so sadden night to me.

At this point, I dont know what to do with my life. I've always been sure of what I want but now, Im at a crossroad. I have a lot of options to choose from but I dont know which one to choose. A chapter of my life has closed while another is about to open and I dont know what to do. I have so many questions in my head and Im trying to sort things out.

May Allah guide and bless me always. Aamin

- AN.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Harini dah last day Ramadhan and in shaa Allah we will be celebrate Hari Raya tomorrow. Im already at my kampung and it is immensely good to meet all my cousins and makcik pakcik here. Wait.. I mean ya dah malam raya dah pun. Everytime malam raya I dengan cousin2 I even yang dah besar ni semua still main bunga api. Teringat zaman kecik dulu main bunga api happy je but now dah besar feel tu dah tak sama macam dulu kan.

Agak-agak kenapa feel main bunga api and nak sambut raya tu tak sama?

Ni sebabnya kita semua main bunga api, sebelah tangan pegang bunga api sebelah tangan lagi pegang phone. Dulu-dulu ada ke? Hmm I pun sama je. Motif? Of course la nak up dekat IG story kan. Tapi inilah masanya untuk kita kumpul kenangan tu. Bila-bila masa kita akan tengok balik video tu dan kita akan teringat masa-masa yang indah.

Tema baju raya family I this year is warna dark purple. I yang pilih colour tu and every year pun I yang tetapkan tema colour baju apa tanpa consideration dari my family. Dorang pun macam redhakan je hehe. Eventho I yang pilih colour dark purple, tapi I lah yang very last minit beli baju, Beli online pula tu sebab I memang malas nak keluar cari baju. Nasib baik ada even actually dah banyak online shop yang ada baju colour tu tapi dah habis.

So apa lagi eh?

Tu jela kot.

Di kesempatan ini I nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Mohon maaf kepada sesiapa saja yang mengenali diri ini. Semoga semua bergembira di Hari Raya Bersama keluarga Tercinta.

P/s : Ehm duit raya please jangan dilupakan saya masih study dan tahun ni la saya nak kumpul memori indah dapat duit raya dari makcik pakcik and cousins yang dah kerja. Mekasih tau.

- AN.

Salam Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum people,

Alhamdulillah we're in the middle month of Ramadhan. So Iguess its not too late to wish everyone Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak.

Its nice to see everyone changing for the better in Ramadhan and in shaa Allah may our efforts continue even after. Amin Ya rabb

- AN.

Internship life

Wow its been a while since I last updated my blog. So im just gonna take a minutes to update what has recently happened during my internship journey.

I still remember when my lecturer started to instruct us to find a practical place. It was in July if im not mistaken. At that time, I was so excited and looking forward to finding a practical and working place. Its funny when I think back, me and my friends almost fought for fighting the same practical place. Yelah bcs Ive always wanted to do my intern at Tv3, Tv Al-Hijrah that time. Semua yang glam and they always wanted what I wanted for real gais. Dahla tempat intern tak boleh sama. Sigh

But you know what, everything is not as easy as expected. In fact, I was also one of the students yang paling lambat dapat tempat. I was so down. Banyak gila tempat yang I apply like My EG, Petronas, Tabung Haji,  Schindler, Tv Al Hijrah and even Schlumberger lol. But only 3 companies yang replied me. Good news is I dapat Petronas and Schindler butt I didnt get Tabung Haji.

Alright. So yeah

The company that is willing to take me to do my intern is Schindler or ASM. The one that I listed above. So much things yang I belajar and dapat from there. Suka duka pun ada juga you know. I was in HR Dept so I dapat kenal ramai orang and new joiner especially technician bcs I banyak jadi person in charge and coordinate them. Sampai jadi kawan till now. Im so happy. Even some of them didnt get to pass the interview and not working at ASM, yet we still keep in touch with each other.

So grateful dapat intern dekat ASM. Even kerja yang dia bagi banyak gila bcs they didnt treat me as an intern but as macam employee yang lain but I had really fun! (the allowance I got every month is kinda high too) And now its exactly 4 months until I had to say goodbye to the company and the people in it. I appreciate every moments in ASM.

Im so gonna miss everyone and everything there.

Wtv it is, Im so exhausted. Really gotta go to massage tomorrow.

- AN.