Appreciation post : Intan Syafiqah

Babe,

I still remember the day I met you.

I started to get to know her closer after a year of studying. Entering semester 3, we were destined to stay in the same room. From there, our friendship slowly became the talk to the class and gradually we became bestfriend. At first, she had her own friends. Im not sure what really happened to them but what I am sure of is that we get closer each day.

Intan. She's very happy go lucky person and always had a smile on her face. She likes to spend a lot of time and activities in college after classes such as silat. Babe, why you so rajin? Still remember when she got back from silat with her black silat uniform and then sit down infront of me. Meanwhile, I was lazy lying down on my bed while playing with my phone. Tak penat ke minah ni. Only with her, I was so diligent and like to go out. We went to the pasar malam MT by bus. We didnt mind being hot, sweaty and tired as long as we were happy and able to buy our favorite food.

In semester 4-5, we were once again destined got the same room. I was so happy. We were always in the same group for assignments. There were a lot of things we did together. Berpindah randah from Taman Kelisa to Rumsis Tun Fatimah level 4 to Rumsis Saidina level 4. Omaigadd I cant forget the memories. How exhausted we were. Dengan kena sound lagi dengan Makcik guard but still so happy and laughing to tears.

Semester 8. Alhamdulillah we rent the same house. This semester is the last and most exciting semester for us. We didnt have a lot of classes but we came out a lot. My weight has risen dramatically this semester cos she always asked me to go to Mcd at 12 am. I have to blame her regarding this haha! Other than that, we're always fighting. No matter when we want to study, eat, sleep or shower, we must be dissatisfied and always fighting. Idk why, it has become our habit.

She helps me to become a better person. We always plan our weekends and enjoy together.

We played together, studied together, laughed together, sometimes cried together, did grow up together, made incredible memories together and finally when four years of university life came to pause, we bid goodbye and parted our ways. It saddened me so bad. There are so many good things about her that I cant simply list them all.

I hope our friendship will remain like this forever. Love you babe! Xx

- AN.

Appreciation post : Faizatul Ameera

Latipah,

I call her B and she call me B too. I dont know when we started to call each other B cause it was just so sudden. She's a very kind and a nice person.

For me, she's too good. She just likes to do her own thing . I cant even remember a time when she had something unpleasant to say about someone. That was one of many valuable lessons I learned from her and have made apart of my life. She seemed to know everything. Everytime I had a perplexing question I knew she would know what to tell me. Although her answer was so annoying and unreasonable, but that is her, the friend who always makes me laugh.

She was always calm, patient and even tempered when faced with people who were less than pleasant to be around. I learned from watching her deal with people that being nice never fails. And I learned from watching her deal with the situations life would present that as long as you gave everything you had to give and never quit, you could never be beat. She is so trong to handle the situation.

Fyi, we have never been in the same rumsis since semester 1 till semester 5. Bout how can we be so close? Its bcs she was my next-door neighbor at our rumsis. Started in semester 6, we decided to rent the same house with some of our other classmates. Gosh, she was the one who took me on a bike ride around Taman Gamelan with our corporate shirt and skirt lol. Eventho we were not stay at the same house in semester 8, we still sit together in class. We went to Putrajaya from Melaka together and did silly things together. We still keep in touch up till today. Well, what else to say about her? She's the best. I didnt have any problems with her.

Oh if anyone ever wonder why I called her Latipah and Nani as Markonah is bcs thats our nick name. Not to forget me as Sarabanon.

I love you B. I will never ever forget us three. There are a lot of things to do together in the future. Xx

- AN.

Appreciation post : Nani Syazwani

Markonah,

The first ever person that I met during registration day in year 2014. We didnt say anything. But I was just wondering why this minah just sat down and didnt move forward to register. I just ignored her and continued to cut down the line and enroll immediately.

She's a super extrovert person while Im kinda an introvert person. A shy shy gittew. So in this case, many people around me wonder why we are so close. They said 'how come syiqin boleh kawan and sebilik dgn Nani'. Lol I cant even answer to that. Given stark differences in both personality and style, I swear Nani is soo pretty and stylish. I still remembered she went to the class with a different shawl style everyday until some of our classmates especially boys called her Pochong haha! We love sharing skincare product that we use, makeup and fashion.

Well, every friendship has an issue right. Sometimes we become so isolated till some of our classmates notice that we were no longer going to class together. It started in semester 3. So this eventually caused issues. Im not sure if the feelings at this point were completely mutual. We were on two different pages and didnt talk about this bcs we didnt want to ruin our friendship we had going.

But hey, day passed by! Eventho we've been roommate and housemate for only 6 semesters, that doesnt mean we aren't close anymore. We still hanging out, buka puasa together with Meera and so on. We took a lots of pic together during our convocation day. We decided to exchange gifts for each other in conjunction with our graduation day.

I love you bestfriend. Only we know whats going on between us. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for giving me medicine when I cant even get out of my bed. Thank you for always taking care about me. Most importantly, thank you for coloring the beautiful memories of our school days which we have done foolish things together, skipped class together, ran away from reading the Yassin and sat down on the stairs together with Meera. Xx

- AN.

Convocation day

Saturday, 7th September 2019.

Alhamdulillah, officially marked the end of my university journey. I'd been looking forward to this day for a long time. As in previous years, graduation ceremonies were held in Seri Negeri, Melaka but not this year. For some reason, it had to be held in my own university which I think made it even more special. 

First and foremost, I would like to thank Allah for giving me strengths and opportunity for me to study in Kuim. Next goes to my family, lectures and friends who always give their supports and motivation for me to finish my studies.

Besides, during the day Im so happy to meet with all my coursemate after 9 months apart. At the same time I felt sad too because Im not sure whether all of us have the chance to meet again. So sad that I dont even have time to talk or take picture with some of them due to all of us were busy with our own things.

Now that its all over, Ive had time to reflect and really take it all in. It was such a surreal day. Its a day that I will never ever forget, I feel so lucky that I was surrounded by some of the most important people in my life who made the day even more special especially my abah, mama and adik. I swear I love you all so much!!

My time at university had its ups and downs but I wouldnt change it for the world. It was the best and most stressful 4 years of my life so far. Im still grateful as I was surrounded by such supportive people and made some lifelong friends.

Appreciation :

My family (abah. mama & adik), AA, my coursemates, my lectures especially Tn Haji & Pn Hamidah, my sem 8 housemates. I love you so much! I wouldnt be able to do it without all of you.

- AN.

About feelings

As we've grown closer over time, you have become my go-to for nearly any situation. I know that you will always have a wise thing to say, a great recommendation and a different perception to whatever situation Im struggling with.

You truly are one of the sweetest people I have ever met AA. You have a way of making sarcasm sweet, which I didnt even know was possible. Being selfless comes so natural to you and I freaking love you for that.

I love you for all that you are, for all of our memories, all of the fun times, all of the times we've supported each other, all of the times we've grown. Even all of this is only just for a moment, but Im pretty sure we've really become a part of each other's journey and I wouldnt have it any other way.

In this life, I have always believed that in every step of our life Allah brings someone into our life with His hidden good reasons that we will never know and never understand. And you, you are one of them. 

Its all about feelings that are always changing. Feelings that are always dubious and confusing to both of us. Despite all this, please know that I love you so much AA. 

- AN.