Barakallah, my friend

Barakallah,

Ive just got an invitation from my senior. Senior a year from me will be engaged real soon and Im so happy for her. Namanya Kak Ain, such a beautiful young lady I can say. Same school as mine since I was in form 1 at SMKTTDI. In shaa Allah I'll come to her E-day.

Well, it has become a trend ya when I saw so many youngster who've been married at the young age. My cousin Fatin, 21 y/o has been angaged in February. Alhamdulillah I was able to come to her E-day 3 days before I left to the Holy Land. Presently, I also just got the news that 2 of my ex-classmates when we were in A-Level has been engaged. Hakim and Nurul are the same age with me. Hakim used to be my closest friend in class. Always in the same group when it comes to the group presentation especially during MUET classes. Sembang together and I found that he's so funny. Surprisingly, just now when I was scrolling the timeline then suddenly I saw a marriage pics of my ex-schoolmate, namanya Hashila, sebaya I jugak. My friend time kawad tahun 2008 and 2010 but we never were in the same class bcs we were in different fields.

Not only that, my Tweeps that I started follow 'em since they were single, now they're about to get engaged and getting married. Umur 20 to 24 ada yang dah kahwin, of course makes me a lill bit jealous (Not sure). Act, tbh I also intend to get married early at the age of 21 kononnya but but... but I know, I am still studying at that time. Kahwin time study pun macam interesting jugak kan. But if I kahwin pun, what can I give to my parents? Bagi cucu je ke? Well for me, I just follow with the flow. I'd better finish up one by one. Studying, earn a degree (for my parents), working (to help my parents in the slightest) and then get married. Bcs I personally have my own goals in what should be achieved and deep in my heart, I truly know that Allah has planned something very beautiful for me. Something that I never thought so. So I guess, those yang kahwin awal tu kira jodoh diorang awal. Alhamdulillah and Im so happy for them.

Back then when I was a kid, I guess when Im 20 I would be really really matured, but I cant deny that I still need my parents to guide me in everything.

- AN.